I perform i draw i write i merge i scrawl i splurge paint and incorporate words on paper shades of ink hang with mis-spelt diary spoken in stolen time i talk let chalk and charcoal images reflect unrefined ideas wet pain on brush strokes cry over canvas voice drifts across blurred screen i act not acting i play i jest in seriousness condoms float i pour wet silicone blood on hide knead clay on knees hoard ceramics find ways fast forward days highlight flaws make poignant piss take penes in porcelain reimagine revived relics and baulk pause click selfies of self in shadows sigh I juxtapose me on me life on life sticky tape my face to a plaster wall laugh and call it art